All tingly!

I'm starting to have cold feet every now and then. I'm literally counting days till the wedding. And I am holly scaredddd!! It's not because I have doubts about the partner I chose, nor it's about having to live with a boy for the rest of my life. I think it's mainly because I'm scared of becoming someone's wife. It's a mixed feeling, off and on every now and then. One moment I just can't wait to be his wife, and the next, I feel like cancelling the wedding all together!! (Which I will never ever ever ever do of course! :p)

                          

Everytime I look at our wedding invites (his all printed out, mine is still at the printers -.-") I get goosebumps, butterfly in the tummy and tingling feeling in my feet. And then, the stress feeling came rushing in! Seriously, who would ever thought that planning a wedding would be this stressful? But luckily I haven't turn into a full-force bridezilla :p (tho, I am blamming the stress for this gastric thingy that I'm having at the moment!)

 

Wedding invites (Groom side)



There's still so much to do! Like picking up my solemnization kurung from the tailors (it's just a simple, off-white, plain no beadings kurung fyi) I was going for the suci, white, clean idea. Now writing the idea down I'm worried it's going to be boring. And blend. Oh crap! @____@"

 

Moving on. I have yet to decide on a honeymoon spot. At least now we've narrowed down to two places only :D We're going to discuss further when he comes home and make a booking insyaAllah! :D We're also long overdue for our pre-wed photography session which insyaAllah, will be soon.

 

As for the hantaran hunting bits, I have bought exactly o.n.e. thing out of nine and D.r R has bought  t.h.r.e.e out of seven! Way to go Izy! -__________-"

 

I think that's my cue to freak out!

 

p/s: I still can't believe that we're getting married in less than t.w.o months!!! :D

of wedding preparations!

Hello peeps! :D Sorry it's been a really really long time since my last update! I know it didn't look like as if I'm coming back to the blogging world (considering my last post was during the last week of puasa! :p)

I have been busy. Yes, very busyyyyy! This month by far has got to be the busiest month in my year. I have all my weekends fully book. And all my nights in front of the computer. And definitely the most stressful month in the year! Well, so far at least. I predict it'll be more hectic and stressful as the day pass by!

As you all know, I'm now happily and blissfully engaged. And insyaAllah, will be getting married this year as well. Looking at the calendar, I have less than 90 days to go to the wedding. That's about three more months people. THREE MORE MONTTTHHHHHHHSSSSS!!! *faints*

Engagement album dah siap! :D

 



I finally went for my kursus kahwin yesterday and the day before! *poms-poms* We've been delaying the thing since I don't know when. Dr R insisted of going again (despite having the cert already from years ago), so I have to wait and fit my free time into his tight schedule. All that's left now is wait for him to submit his application form for bernikah and I can proceed with my application!

Sijil kursus kahwin! :D

Other preparation for the solemnization are:

1. Find inai person! - Any recommendations?
2. Send my nikah baju to the tailor - I have not send my kaen to be made into a nikah dress yeeettt!!!! *hyperventilates*
3. Find a scarf and a veil!! - I'm hopeless when it comes to the tudung bit -__-" Please recommend! *puppy eyes* :p

With all the hectic-ness going on, alhamdulillah we have a few things that can be crossed off the list.

1. Theme colour and design of the nikah pelamin
2. Theme colour and design of the reception pelamin - they were super nice to throw in another 'thing' into my package free of charge! :D
3. Baby sister just booked her dress as my maid of honour on the nikah day. So now I can tell my bridesmaids their theme colour! :p 
4. Picked out the songket get measurements taken for the groom side's reception.
5. Finalise design and colour for groom's pelamin!
6. Finalise design, colour and font for the wedding invites! - waiting for the real mock invites je! :D

Meeting the pelamin and baju people for the groom's side! :)

 

My songket!!! :p

 

Having all that being said, I could not have done all this without the support of my parents and my loving partner. In the two days of having him around, we have successfully settle 6 things! Today of course, I woke up really late (slept like a baby now that my stress level has tremendously reduced!! :p)

The two days of kursus and settling wedding things was extremely tiring. But it's even worse for Dr R. He has to drive everywhere for the last two days, drove back to Johor very late last night (around 11.30pm) and woke up as early as 5am this morning for work!! And today, he still have time to text me and give me his opinions on the wedding details at work and be as supportive as any excellent fiance would be. I seriously have no idea how he does it!!

 Mamak session

Celebrating getting the kursus kahwin sijil cum meeting the wedding invites person :p

I seriously am a very blessed girl to have such an amazing partner as Dr R. Thank you for making the most stressful time bearable and worth it. I love you so much sayang :) I pray that the bond that we've built together continue to blossom, blessed by Allah and will last till Jannah :)

I love you! :)

of being pre-booked!

I've been wearing this ring for exactly 6 months and 2 weeks. It's a ring given by D.r R when his family came over last December to ask my hand in marriage.

And we've been so blessed over this period of time. We do argue a bit a lot sometimes most of the times. I know that we haven't had the most smooth sailing as we wanted it to be. But we have never ending support and super love from both our families.

I am very excited to take the relationship to the next level. Not long to go till I end my boyfriend-girlfriend era with D.r R.

Thank you baby for being the best guy for me. And thank you for loving me all this while and actually inderstand me and accept me for who I really am.

Who would have ever thought that I'm pre-booked by my standard six classmate who I've lost contact with for the last 12 years. And believe it or not, I was his first love crush. And I feel so lucky that he's been such a great person to me. And I am so thankful that I'm marrying you someday D.r R :)

I love you D.r R! ;)

Of five more days!

Just five more days left. Five days peeps! Fuhh! *sweats*I know it's only a small step of the whole picture, but I'm definitely excited about it. I've been having butterflies in my tummy for the whole week last week. And will definitely continue through out the whole week.

I really wish I don't have to go to work this coming week and the following week. I'm so not in the mood to go to work! :p And, I have errands to run before Friday! I need to remember to go:

1. Send off my handbag

2. Pick up the chocolates

3. Get the ring shined, resize (I hope not!!) and engraved!

 4. Buy the chocolates

5. Pick up the flowers

6. Cut my nails

7. Go and get manicure and pedicure

8. Get a massage (if I have the time)

9. Remind the photographer

10. Get my hair trimmed a bit

I hope everything's going to go well. I'm too nervous to even think about it!! I can't wait to step in into the next phase of the relationship! :D

I love you lots sayang! :)

Nest Hunting part IV

I went nest hunting again with my parents yesterday. But the difference is, I made a booking yesterday :)

Alhamdulillah, we both think we've found the right house to start our life and build a family :) I'm psyched! But also, nervous and scared! *bitting nails* 

We had a long talk about our future together. Mostly, talking about financial now that we're taking a huge loan for the house *$_$* 

We also talked about how after the wedding, I'll be 100% under his care. And that I will depend on him and only him once I'm his wife. One of the biggest responsibility that he'll have to bear once we're married. And I'm so glad that he's not scared of the responsibility. Alhamdulillah, I'm a lucky and very blessed girl :)

I hope and pray that it'll be a smooth sailing for the both of us from now on to eternity :D

 

P/s: Looking forward to raise Rizal jrs and Izy jrs in the house! :p

nest hunting part III

D.r R and I went for nest hunting again yesterday. Just so you know, it was bloody exhausting! But super fun and exciting. My mind kept on repeating the same moment we had yesterday for the whole day today at work. We both fell in love with the perfect house around 3pm yesterday. 

It was superbly gorgeous and spacious. I love the housing area very much! It's quiet, very serene and wisteria lane-ish :p The viewed two houses at that area. And I fell in love the moment we step into the first house. My first reaction was "cantek!". Had a full tour of the house and was happy with the house. The only downside was the kitchen. It's was a bit small for me I've always wanted a spacious kitchen where I can do my experimenting cooking and baking both by myself and with the future I.zy Jrs. InsyaAllah one day :) But nonetheless, was absolutely satisfied with the place! :) 

Then the agent took us to another house just a few blocks away (a different model than the first one). And the moment I stepped in, my thought was "home". I didn't have to the tour to realise that I want the house so badly. Everything was super perfect! And having the right size of kitchen was an upside :) 

But the only thing is, we can't afford it now :'( I know I might be over reacting, but I can't stop this crushed feeling that I have in my gut. It's not fair!! :( I love that house so much, that I feel that it's not fair that we can't afford it. D.r R have been an angel through all this, and ensuring me that if it's our rezeki, that the time will come. 

And I'm praying and hoping silently, that it will, insyaAllah.

naughty or nice?

 Guess where we've been? :D