nest hunting part III

D.r R and I went for nest hunting again yesterday. Just so you know, it was bloody exhausting! But super fun and exciting. My mind kept on repeating the same moment we had yesterday for the whole day today at work. We both fell in love with the perfect house around 3pm yesterday. 

It was superbly gorgeous and spacious. I love the housing area very much! It's quiet, very serene and wisteria lane-ish :p The viewed two houses at that area. And I fell in love the moment we step into the first house. My first reaction was "cantek!". Had a full tour of the house and was happy with the house. The only downside was the kitchen. It's was a bit small for me I've always wanted a spacious kitchen where I can do my experimenting cooking and baking both by myself and with the future I.zy Jrs. InsyaAllah one day :) But nonetheless, was absolutely satisfied with the place! :) 

Then the agent took us to another house just a few blocks away (a different model than the first one). And the moment I stepped in, my thought was "home". I didn't have to the tour to realise that I want the house so badly. Everything was super perfect! And having the right size of kitchen was an upside :) 

But the only thing is, we can't afford it now :'( I know I might be over reacting, but I can't stop this crushed feeling that I have in my gut. It's not fair!! :( I love that house so much, that I feel that it's not fair that we can't afford it. D.r R have been an angel through all this, and ensuring me that if it's our rezeki, that the time will come. 

And I'm praying and hoping silently, that it will, insyaAllah.