All tingly!

I'm starting to have cold feet every now and then. I'm literally counting days till the wedding. And I am holly scaredddd!! It's not because I have doubts about the partner I chose, nor it's about having to live with a boy for the rest of my life. I think it's mainly because I'm scared of becoming someone's wife. It's a mixed feeling, off and on every now and then. One moment I just can't wait to be his wife, and the next, I feel like cancelling the wedding all together!! (Which I will never ever ever ever do of course! :p)

                          

Everytime I look at our wedding invites (his all printed out, mine is still at the printers -.-") I get goosebumps, butterfly in the tummy and tingling feeling in my feet. And then, the stress feeling came rushing in! Seriously, who would ever thought that planning a wedding would be this stressful? But luckily I haven't turn into a full-force bridezilla :p (tho, I am blamming the stress for this gastric thingy that I'm having at the moment!)

 

Wedding invites (Groom side)



There's still so much to do! Like picking up my solemnization kurung from the tailors (it's just a simple, off-white, plain no beadings kurung fyi) I was going for the suci, white, clean idea. Now writing the idea down I'm worried it's going to be boring. And blend. Oh crap! @____@"

 

Moving on. I have yet to decide on a honeymoon spot. At least now we've narrowed down to two places only :D We're going to discuss further when he comes home and make a booking insyaAllah! :D We're also long overdue for our pre-wed photography session which insyaAllah, will be soon.

 

As for the hantaran hunting bits, I have bought exactly o.n.e. thing out of nine and D.r R has bought  t.h.r.e.e out of seven! Way to go Izy! -__________-"

 

I think that's my cue to freak out!

 

p/s: I still can't believe that we're getting married in less than t.w.o months!!! :D