of 10 more weeks!

Happy Eid everyone!!! I know I'm about 12 days too late of wishing you all Selamat Hari Raya. But I've been pretty busy lately. Plus, what do you expect? It's raya! I didn't brought along my laptop with me balek kampung. And even if I did, mane ade wifi :p And then, right after raya I came back to work with workload yang menimbun. Had to finish it by Thursday as my family and I went to Tioman on Friday! It was our first official family trip since I got married. And it's D.r R's first trip with ze family so he's we're kindda nervous :p hahaha!

Anyhoo, I'm proudly to say that I get to puasa penuh this year!! *poms-poms* It wasn't easy I tell you. I kept on telling hubby I now understand how he and every other guys feel. Penat ok puasa 30 hari straight non stop! I salute you hubby! :D

And as for Raya goes, nothing much differ from the previous years. Except for the fact that I have a hubby now! :p They celebrate it a tad different from how my family does it. I mean, everyone in Muar knows each other and they do come and visit you at home for Raya. (Yes, saya jakun kene Raya macam tu ok? :p) And everyone knows who I am! And I know no one -.-" I guess that's the price you pay when you marry the first grandchild of the family. (Just imagine the pressure of bringing the first great grandchild to this world!) *hyperventilates* :p

This year we Raya-ed at JB first before heading back to Muar on the second day. Couldn't stay longer in JB because D.r R has to work on the next day! :(( And looking at our schedule, don't think we'll be able to go and visit our friends during this Raya period. boo-hoo! :( Takpelah, next year we'll go to everyone's house to kutip duet raya for our lil munchkin! :p

I just love this picture of us eventho it's only a test shot :p

 

The way to pose to hide your huge belly! :p

 

How my belly really looks like :p

 

Besar kan my tummy??! But seriously, if I don't look in the mirror, I swear to God I sometimes still forget that I'm pregnant! *faints* haha. You would think being this big won't make you forget that you're pregnant. But in my case, I still do!

As for our lil miracle's progress, we've officially hit the week 30 mark! :D Can't believe we're three quarter of the way already! Another 10 weeks to go! 12 weeks at most, and hopefully 8 weeks at least. You're not coming out of me till you hit term okay baby? *no-no* :p

We slept at my in laws last night after our trip back from Tioman. And hubby was already in lala-land while I finish off my work (ye, time cuti pun kene keje ye. Tapi tah paper sebab in the end I can't send my work sebab my work mail is full and the file is too big for Yahoo mail!) Anyways, after finishing up my work, I was already as fresh as the morning breeze. I can't sleep! I was tired and all but I ended up starring at the ceiling forcing myself to sleep.

So I got up, look at my baby's clothes pile and decided to nicely fold them and put it in it's basket. So I opened the packaging and unfold each piece of onesies before folding it back properly (the way I want it to be :p) and put it nicely in the basket. And it took me ages to finish folding all the onesies coz I kept on aww-ing at each piece! I mean, it's for real. For real for real that I'm bringing new human being to this world. And I feel even more surreal that it's actually our baby. Half of me and half of D.r R. Like seriously?? Macam tak percaya okay!

Just look at the onesies! How can it not make you heart melt? :D

 

(And owh, before you start making speculation of baby's gender, I just have to burst your bubble :p MIL bought both gender specific onesies even before we found out the gender. So ade both baby girl and baby boy's onesies and mittens! :p)

It feels like yesterday we were talking about having kids (mase ni belum kawen and yes, memang gatal :p haha!) and it feels like yesterday we were trying to conceive. It feels like yesterday when we found out we were pregnant. And it truly feels like yesterday when we were told that we might have lost the baby (yes, we were told that we've lost the baby early in the pregnancy. And it was the longest 24 hours we've ever have to endure our whole life). And surely feels like yesterday when we saw your heart beating on the monitor. And from that moment onwards, we were the happiest-most-blessed couple on earth ever. I could not thank Allah enough for giving me and D.r R this baby.

And now, we're counting down to 10 weeks before we finally get to hold our lil miracle! I honestly can't wait. Hubby too (Sebab die nak menang bet cakap our baby will weigh 4 kilos -.-") haha!

Just 10 more weeks sayang. Mommy and daddy really really can't wait to see you!! We pray everyday that you'll be healthy and sempurna sifat. But if challenges come your way early on life, we hope that you'll be just as strong as we are to face it together okay sayang? And we want you to know that there is absolutely nothing that could make us love you less. Our love towards you grows immensely as each day passes by.
 

Baby's scans compilation! And there's a few more to come! :D

 
Can't wait to see you lil munchkin! :)

p/s: Please don't weigh more than 3.9 kilos! mommy tanak daddy menang bet okay? Team mommy kan? :p

pp/s: Kalau nak team daddy jugak, mommy tanak bangun tengah malam bagi susu. Suruh daddy yang buat ok! :p
 
ppp/s: Daddy, I already have enough onesies and mittens. I need more booties please. And cute sleeping pants. Can you pretty pretty please bawak mommy pegi shopping? :D And owh, she needs a new chanel handbag as well while you're on it :p