Saturday, 18 May 2013

of life changing news

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

My post was two months ago. And a lot has happened since then. To those who followed by instagram must already know the news by now ;) Don't worry, I'm not trying to hide anything or what so ever. I just haven't had the time to update my blog (well, more like I'm not trying to make time to update my blog :p)

I think it come to no surprise what happens after a couple gets married right? :p Alhamdulillah, my husband and I are officially expecting a baby! :D Sorry for not breaking this news much earlier, but D.r R and I wanted to wait until we enter the second trimester (yes, I am already that far along in the pregnancy! :D)

When I first found out that I'm pregnant, I was already way over one week late. And no, I wasn't expecting to get a postive result (because I've already peed so many times before on the stick and it says a big fat negative). So I was just feeling upset because of the outcome. But the thing is, I still have that digital stick that I haven't used. So on that very fine Wednesday morning before getting ready for work, I just pull the thing out, and said to myself, "what the heck" and did what I'm supposed to (with a thought in mind that I'll get a result of "not pregnant").

So imagine my surprise when it didn't say that. I mean, the stick did not say "not pregnant" but it says "pregnant, 1 -2 weeks" instead. Just imagine my surprise! I was head over heels and the day could not have pass any slower. I just could wait for the day to end so that I can come home and start talking about babies with D.r R! D.r R was away for work at that time of course. And as much as I want to give hm the grand surprise, I was too excited to contain myself from blurting it out! (First time mommy. Excuse me please :p)

The moment my life is changed forever :)

I know it is such a cliche when someone says that her life change the moment they found out they're going to be parents. Cliche or not, that is exactly how I felt. Still feel even. And believe it or not, I still have a hard time believing that I'm going to be a mom in just a few months away! My baby has the habit of poking me everytime I forgot that I'm pregnant and that I should not be doing certain things (Unintentionally of course! I'm still getting used to the idea of being pregnant ok? :p)

Say hello to our little miracle! :D
 
I pray that you can grow healthily in my womb right now baby. So sorry if I haven't been feeding you right lately but I'll try harder okay? I honestly can't wait to see you again at your next sonogram. And daddy and I have been counting down days until we can finally hold you in our arms and kiss those super tiny hands and feet! :D I love you so much sayang. And daddy loves you just as much as well. So grow well in there okay? *lots of kisses!* :-*

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