Of our little family!

My dear husband,

I honestly cannot express my gratitude of this whole process of finding you, falling completely in love with you, having you as my husband, sleeping and waking up next to you everytime we have a chance and being pregnant with your first child. You have been such an amazing husband and a partner anyone could ever asked and wished for.

I know I sometimes always complaint about how you're not always around because of work, or the fact that you're not here when baby moves around my tummy so hard that you could see it on the surface of my tummy and clothes, or the fact that you have such a shitty working hours that we have to adjust to.

But I want you to know that you've been a perfect partner in this whole process. You've been more than understanding in this emotional roller coaster rides that I throw at you. You've been such a dedicated husband and working so so hard, doing part times just so that you could provide the best care for me and the baby.

Through out my whole life, no one has ever done anything remotely close to the sacrifices that you do for us, for our family :) I am so greatful that Allah have fated me to be with you and I am the luckiest person in this whole world. Luckiest. No words could ever express how lucky I feel to have you in my life. And I just cannot wait for our baby to be raised by an amazing dad like you.

I watch everytime on how you treat your mom, my mom and my nieces and nephews, and I just can't wait to see the bond grows between you and our kids. I know they are so lucky and blessed to have you as a father.

Thank you sayang for choosing me as your life partner. I know I haven't exactly live up to the perfect wife and partner standards, but please do be patient with me. I'll try to improve. I promise I'll be better at this.

I love you so much sayang. Thank you for all the support that you've given me. I hope that one day I can give back to you just like how you've given everything to me and our baby.

Thank you for choosing me as your first and your last love sayang :)

 

And to my first unborn baby,

Thank you for being an amazing baby in my tummy. Thank you for understanding that your daddy is always away, that you hardly ever give me a hard time through out the pregnancy. I mean, no morning sickness, no heartburns, no swollen body parts, no allergies, no breast tenderness, no stretchmark, no craving for weird-difficult to find-food, nothing at all! Well, except for the constant back and pelvic pain you give me and the on off headaches every now and then, I am having the time of my life with having you in my tummy sayang. You're such a good baby and I'm a lucky mom! :)

You're about 8 and half months now. Just another 3 weeks before you hit term, and I can't believe our journey is about to come to an end. I know I will miss having you in me and I'm not sure if you brothers and sisters will give me an easy pregnancy after this or not. But I want you to know that I'm thankful that you gave me such an easy pregnancy and it's been an amazing journey for your dad and me :)

At least another 3 weeks, ideally another 6 weeks and at most 8 weeks till I get to see you and hold you in my arms, kiss your cute button nose that you get from your dad, and those tembam cheeks of yours! Daddy and I can't wait to see you lil munchkin!! And if you can, please come out when your daddy is around okay? I'm really scared to go into labour alone! :p  And please wait till I finish washing all your clothes and pack you hospital bag okay baby? :P I promise we'll go and pick up your clothes from grandma's house this weekend! ;)

 I can't wait to pinch you button nose sayang!! :p